Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Happy 09/09/09!

Who would've thought I'd live until this day? LOL. Back in 2001 I was so depressed I didn't even realize I'd live until my birthday the following year, studying about tarot, to boot. Tarot, for me, along with my ex-fiance that time, was the best gift ever by the Universe. Now here I am trying to make further sense of my existence & purpose in any way that I can, despite myself.

Anyway, I'm this happy, because amidst the blasted Mercury retrograde & my failing day job scorecard & the horrendous weather (I almost swam to & fro work the last time! But good thing I was wearing my trusty, albeit now soiled, ivory raincoat & purple Plueys) I'm still blessed, after all. ♥ Thank you, Universe. Thank you, Mom. Though I hope to be out of this rut that I'm currently stuck in very soon. I'd rather not think about it, seriously. I have faith that I'll surpass things. But I'm usually suicidal on my birthday, & that's like 16 days away. I even had my hair cut again, a bit like Natsu Ayuhara of Rival Schools. LOL I miss that game. Hmm, maybe blue streaks could do the trick. LOL.

So, well, as a thank-you gift to my repeat clients (those who've come back to see me at least for the 2nd time this year) & successful referees, I'm giving away free readings to 9 lucky patrons that you all can claim until the end of the month. Just be patient with me. More or less I'm using this fun spread, but I'll also think of something that will use 9 cards LOL. Hooray. I'm not sure if you folks will appreciate having at least your first names listed here, but I'll post later anyway, at least in the Comments section. Again, thank you very much, & I hope to see you all again soon, especially all you lovely first-timers! ♥

Before I forget, finally the latest local TV feature on Tarot's up, with Francisbear & Ly in focus! Haha, cheers! I'm too chicken shit to appear on local TV like that (even if I was featured twice unexpectedly & briefly 3 years ago LOL yikes) but hopefully I can do so bravely in the near future. & for once, I think this was a pretty balanced episode. Too bad I slept the day away that fateful Saturday because of the weather & my pharyngitis, but thank God for YouTube, yay!



I know I should be watching the crazy local horror movie about Tarot, but I really don't like scary stuff, & I hate the way Tarot's being portrayed there, & I'd rather die or watch Up again in 3D than even give it further publicity, but maybe I should, just to be fair. I'll ask my girls (or my brother) if they'd want to LOL. Hmmm.

Oh, well, I should get going now. I'll try to plurk or tweet down the street again LOL on my lunchtime later 4pm EST. I'll be drafting the rest of my schedules of the year, so I can post them here. Sorry for the backlog. Yeah, the reading transcriptions & the Up movie feature still in line! Stay tuned! Oh, & don't forget to show me some love here, if you haven't yet! =XOXO=

Sunday, September 06, 2009

Merc ret in Libra at work

Moon in Pisces
Sep 3, 2009 to Sep 5, 2009

On a Pisces Moon, think foot massage. Soak your soles in a calming lavender bath. Feet are ruled by Pisces; maybe it's the way they cushion against the hard ground. Let yourself drift and dream today. Forget that pressured list in your day planner; don't bother with a watch. You'll accomplish more by letting your intuition guide you from this to that. Mood enhancers are films, music and poetry. But watch the spaced-out bag boy at the supermarket; he's likely to leave your ice cream on the checkout stand. Steer clear of whiners and martyrs. There's moisture in the air-fog, mist, tears. Better to convert self-pity or sentimentality into a broader compassion for the world. And if you've let your meditation practice lapse, this is a great Moon to return. Find the window that opens to your one-ness with all.
I love getting massages, especially footrubs. Though I really should be careful about accepting offers for those the next time, LOL, & I should splurge on paraffin wax treatments for my walkers & hands more. I tried looking for nice shoes on my way home yesterday when I had my sim card upgraded, but VNC most especially was a letdown, & I got tired of looking for more, eventually. The trip to Globe Telecom for the sim card upgrade (since my actual active number on my calling cards got busted last Thursday) was a big FAIL, anyway, & I need to get everything settled by Tuesday. But while I'm resting until then, just get in touch with me via this blog, or my Facebook page, or Plurk, or hell, even Twitter.

Anyway, I still have a lot of work to do, but I'm slacking off, no thanks to this year's last Mercury retrograde. I'm trying not to think about it, but how can I not? Especially when my lilac SkullCandy headphones & tiny outdated phone gave way, along with my 2+-year-old sim card & our washing machine. So far, Whirlpool's cool like that, but I still need a sturdier pair of headphones & my actual mobile number up & running again. Please bear with me. Even my raffling off readings & this Tarot Basics gift set will have to wait. But thanks to everyone who's made my Tarot Weekdays last month successful, especially you repeaters! ♥ I also love my new clients. I had so much fun. One of them even promised me she'd be back by the end of the month, haha. I'll wait for you then, sweetheart!

August was really awesome. If you remember this birthday reading I gave to myself last year, the Queen of Wands was really dead-on! I'm not sure if I'll pass my day job scorecard for the month, though, but I still had a rockin' (yeah, sexy even! LOL) awesome time. That card has to be the most significant yet in the spread. I'm rather worried about the last card, which is the 7 of Cups, but maybe I shouldn't be. ♥

If only I was feeling better & the weather was okay, I would've gone to the Construction Show Manila this weekend, but too bad. It would've been an interesting convention, plus it would've been another chance for me to rediscover SM Mall of Asia (even if I hate it there, seriously, & I hardly go there alone). But let's look forward to more eco-friendly events & whatnot.

Speaking of getting in touch more with Mother Earth, I've been thinking of getting crystal bracelets for myself for my birthday. There's this cute red garnet bracelet that would be auspicious for me as per feng shui, then there's the 9-chakra that would cater to almost my every need, & a haunting black obsidian piece that I should be really using. But this was brought to my attention when I was about to get the black obsidian bracelet (& somebody else already bought it):


Angel Aura Quartz - excellent Aura Cleanser and acts to stimulate and clear all the Chakra Energy Centers, helps with emotional trauma and hurt, constipation on all levels, toxicity, multidimensional healing, efficient receptor for programming, enhances muscle-testing, cleans and enhances the organs, immune system, brings the body into balance, soothes burns.

Clear quartz fused with silver and platinum. These are great meditation tools as they relieve stress and help you move into deep peace. Angel Aura Quartz protectively aids you in your efforts to remember past lives, channel higher knowledge, and assists communication with higher beings such as angels and guides; and helps you gain access to the Akashic records.
Hmm, interesting, eh? :)) Lately I've been talking to a new friend about guardian angels & spirit guides. I know I have a powerful couple of them by my side, a la bodyguards, but I don't feel them anymore ever since my dad passed away last year. Oh, well. Ascendant (white LOL) energy, so be it. Let's see if it's still there by the end of the month. Clear quartz is too much for me sometimes, but hopefully, with the platinum & silver infusion, this particular quartz stays with me much, much longer.

Anyway, please vote for my blog HERE — yep, just click on that link or this badge, & voila!

My site was nominated for Best Hobby Blog!


Once you've clicked on the badge & seen the tiny yellow "vote" button, you'll be asked to log in or create an account. Signing up is pretty easy. Basically, all you'll need is a username, an email address, & maybe even a userpic & your date of birth (just so they know you're not younger than 13 years old, hehe). You should be done in a jiffy. Feel free to leave feedback for my readings for you in the Comments section. Yay. I've already given out free, if not discounted, readings already to those who've cast their votes. Don't forget the raffle, which I'll be posting more about soon, at least via Plurk.

Up next, I'm featuring the super cute animated Up movie from Disney-Pixar, a couple of transcribed readings (& we'll see the difference between a tarot reading & a tarot dialogue), & outlined schedules for the month (but what can you expect on a Mercury retrograde really?). For now, I can only assure you, that on Saturday, September 12th, I'll be available for readings from 10am onwards, even if it's my kid brother's birthday. Just let me know. Thanks again. ♥

Monday, August 24, 2009

celebrating 7 years of tarot, & then some

OK, finally, so the Sun's in Virgo now, & hopefully I can get more things done! I've been so distraught & drained since my last update, even if I did get a full week off to myself. But the Leo influence was fun, actually, especially when I got more kids interested in tarot at work. Thanks, guys! ♥

But I really would like to thank my best friend in high school Cres for these adorably macabre new decks which I've fallen hopelessly in love with this summer:



Yeah, so I finally got the Deviant Moon & Phantasmagoric Theater tarot decks, & I'm really happy now. It was also wonderful seeing Cres again & finally meeting her new hubby & their firstborn, but I wish I got to spend more time with her. The weather was just too crazy, so was my work schedule, & finally it was the time of the month for me on the day I was supposed to hang out with her & Jean again last weekend at her place, just like old times. Yeah, I was PMSing since my last post. It's that bad. I miss you, mumsie! I have so much to tell you! But pardon me for my single-grrl woes, as I really still feel like I'm the same 12-year-old you've met nearly 18 years ago. Goddd. But thanks for being the sweetest, as always. :D I hope to see you & your family again soon! ♥

The Phantasmagoric Theater Tarot cards are actually huge, so they're quite difficult to shuffle, but my boss likes them very much, & it's nice to know that they're influenced by my first ever quirky deck, the Tarot of the Witches. ♥ My most favorites are The Chariot, the Ace of Cups, the 2 of Cups, the 10 of Cups, & the Queen of Cups, as usual (the only Queen in the said deck I can relate to in full, aside from the Queen of Swords). LOL. The Sun & Moon cards are delightful to look at, too, & notice the congruency between the Fool & Death cards. While the 5 of Swords reminds of my brother in his gas mask in his room while working on his model planes, the 6 of Swords looks oddly familiar, even if I've never really snuck out into a long winding staircase before, hehe. The 9 of Swords is disturbingly enchanting, though, while the 3 of Cups makes more impact than the proverbial Wish card aka the 9 of Cups. When I asked about my lovelife, the Emperor popped up along with the Star. I wonder who he is IRL. Eeep. *sigh*



I love the prelude to its LWB (Little White Book), though, plus the striking non-traditional interpretations to some of the cards in the LWB.
"Welcome. Imagine yourself as an actor, placed in a theater at birth. You have been invited to join millions of other actors, to take your place on the stage known as Phantasmagoric Theater. Every scene in the script has been carefully crafted, & you've learned your cues. If nothing goes wrong you should be able to sail through your performance until the final curtain call. But things can & do go wrong — perhaps there is interference in the sound system, your costume is uncomfortable, or you're unhappy with the scenery. So you begin to make adjustments, & in doing so, cause minor changes to the outcome of the play.

"Using tarot, you can connect yourself through a psychic process back to the original script, & recognize the deviations you may have made to the performance.

"Envision Phantasmagoric Theater Tarot as a doorway into your life. The curtains open, revealing the Fool, who invites us on a journey of spiritual fulfillment."

As for the Deviant Moon Tarot deck, & I got the Premier edition with the rather freaky Lunatic spread, the cards are actually glossy; therefore, rather hard to shuffle, too, but they're just the right size & the colors are just too much to miss. The LWB's card meanings are akin to the Tarot of the Witches's, so, bleargh. But there are a lot of astonishing meanings & insights to be gleaned by just reading the cards per se that anyone shouldn't miss. In my case, for one, the 9 of Wands is a most lovely depiction of the traditional meaning, that we shouldn't give up even if everything else looks hopeless. Then the 6 of Pentacles is also a poignant reminder that we really shouldn't give away too much of our personal energy & love to the point of depleting ourselves completely. The Ace of Pentacles is a rather harsh warning that we shouldn't cling to the temporal & material too much, but indeed, we should also safeguard whatever's left of our resources. & the 6 of Wands looks more haunting than jubilant or the like. I love looking at it everytime, though. It's my most favorite card, along with the Ace of Wands. Among the Queens, I love the Queen of Wands best, even if I keep getting the Queen of Cups (what else is new? LOL) there. But when I asked the cards to describe me there (because sometimes you can ask them what you look like in their perspective, actually) I got the 2 of Pentacles, illustrated with a sexy belly-dancer in black holding silvery 2 pentacles in the air. WTH. That was just too funny. However, I can relate more to the Page of Swords, "who is skilled in (what he does) but is underestimated because of his youth" & the young witch in the 7 of Pentacles practising her magic skills on a dead tree & making silvery pentacles (what else?) appear on the branches. My most favorite Trump, card, btw, woul have to be Temperance, as depicted by a gentle blue angel. But my staple choices (Death & the Devil) are intensely portrayed, which I like. The Lovers card is the most provocative yet, btw, haha, just when I thought the Tarot of the Witches' & Gilded Tarot's depictions were already too much for prudish me.

I really wouldn't wonder any more how the Deviant Moon Tarot deck was voted as the BEST choice for 2008 in Aeclectic.com (But oh, look, my Tarot of the Magical Forest deck made it to the list as well!)

This was taken last August 14 by a new young Chinese female Scorpio querent:



You will see most of the cards I've just mentioned in this post. I used my usual Planets spread for her, & from what I can remember in her layout, the 9 of Wands was her Self card. 'Nuff sed.

I have yet to bond more with my new babies. Happy birthday to me, HAHA! But I keep rediscovering my older decks, like my Sacred Rose Tarot, & I must remember to share the full details of this last reading I've done for a wonderful Aquarian friend (with a very powerful astrological profile: Libra moon + Gemini rising, for starters, yikes!) I hope to meet her Thoth deck, though, soon, especially with its Knight of Pentacles bugging me again online:



I have this small Secrets of Tarot book with a few Thoth deck images to work with, so yeah. I'm kinda liking the free online reading using that deck, too.
"If it is undesirable, you must find a way to avoid it.
If it is desirable, you must simply follow the course shown by the cards."

I can't find my Sacred Rose guidebook, though, but it should be around here somewhere. Will declutter for real this week. It's the last week of my prolonged forced leave from my day job, haha, so I better make the most out of it.

Anyway, my Libran forecast looks very hopeful in this phase:
"Your work this month may be primarily on an internal level, as the Virgo Sun activates your spiritual life and dream world. It's time to clean out the contents of your unconscious, in search of your highest vision for yourself. Pay close attention to your dreams, which can offer valuable insight into your true path of service. You might need more rest than usual, and time for engaging your imagination."
I sure hope I can rearrange my room at least with much success, LOL. & yes, I've finally made up my mind that I will become a full-fledged tarotist, astrologer, geomancer, florist, & scented candle-maker in the next couple of years!

I also hope you'd all vote for my blog here. Just click on this badge, & voila!

My site was nominated for Best Hobby Blog!


I've given out free, if not discounted, readings already to those who've cast their votes. I'll be raffling out the rest of them next week, so, yay. If you've just had a reading from me & you win another one, you can pass the chance on to a friend or any other loved one who'd want to try it from me! I'm also giving away a Tarot Basics gift set (with cards & guidebook) to one lucky mofo soon, LOL. Leave a comment if you're interested with that gift set. I can only give it away to someone who'd be hellbent on learning how to read the tarot, actually. More free readings will be raffled away on September 25 (haha, I'm always emo on my birthday!), so stay tuned!

For now, let me leave you with this nice online discovery this month, thanks to Twitter.
"The truth is that healers do not heal; neither do doctors. It is the patient that heals himself. What healers & doctors can do is facilitate the natural healing processes within the body/mind of the patient. Tarot does not see in the future, but what it does do is help the client see what is going on in & around him, & how he can change, transform, work with or around these situations, thereby creating a better future (how better the future might be is of course a value judgment made by the reader).

"There are no magic bullets, but the magic will happen in the process of the tarot dialogue (it is no longer a reading), for those cards that were hidden will now come forward to reveal those hidden aspects that contribute to the total picture. A particularly satisfying aspect to this approach to tarot is that when clients return the progress they have made in their own life is obvious to see. Consequently the next tarot reading builds upon the foundations created by the previous reading, creating new challenges, insights and new futures."
Ahhh, yes. That's what Tarot's really like, actually. Have a great week.