Monday, April 06, 2015

look what the Easter Bunny dragged in

I had a most eventful year since my last post, in the sense that I've unbelievably cried so much about so many things, & felt like I was at a total loss. As usual, I don't know exactly where to begin, but I'm glad to say that I've achieved much since February this year.

Right now, I'm happy to say that I'm already a certified Basic & Advanced DNA2 Instructor. That means, if anybody wants to take ThetaHealing® courses, they can do it with me. I'll be offering my very first Basic DNA2 class starting May 15, & I'll only be taking in up to 6 students at the most per batch. I have 4 more slots open, so if you're interested, you can email me here. I'll also be offering Manifesting & Abundance after that time, so this program should be wonderful to learn. 

I understand the need for one-on-one coaching, so these classes can be availed as that, but those who get certified in this fashion will have to attend regular practice sessions with my other groups.

It was a crazy journey I had to go through all the way to Israel for the Instructor courses, & I've no regrets. I was forced to clear a lot of my other insecurities on the way to Tel Aviv from Bangkok, & I was so exhausted, but the Creator of All That Is did not forsake me. I met a few friends & it was so wonderful to finally meet Vianna & her husband/VP Guy, who gave me her astrological information when I had to confirm what her Moon sign is. I love it how she talks about astrology in class, being a proud Capricorn & Scorpio Rising that she was, & I've felt so validated with my love for astrology. "Ahhh, astrologists saved my life," she says, &, "Ooh, Aquarius Rising, no wonder you're all about looking into the future," when I had to share with her my Ascendant, haha. If only we had more time to talk. Maybe someday, once I'm ready for my ThetaHealing® Masters. For now, I have to focus on making the technique work so much more for me, as I deepen my relationship with the Universe & myself (which is so much harder than it sounds). But one thing's for sure, when I got there, I realized I was already quite an advanced student, yay, & ended up being an advanced teacher in our class demos. I ended up "teaching" the basics again of Digging & Belief Work, & how to do Feeling Downloads properly, which surprisingly helped a lot of my classmates (now co-teachers) back then. That made me happy, as my practice back here in Manila helped so much, then, but that also made me feel a bit miserable. Being the only Filipina in class, who spoke English more fluently than everybody else (which is understandable, because everybody else was either Hebrew, Spanish, Romanian, Russian, Japanese, or Turkish), who was in denial of the winter season (& refused to layer up), & who didn't even feel like she was Filipina enough (& I was matched with a Japanese woman friend who also didn't feel like being Japanese, as she studied in London & now Adelaide), it was jarring for me to be there. I would only be consoled when I'd meet Jewish New Yorkers staying in my hotel, or pretty young Russian immigrants manning the boutiques of clothes I'd find myself in, because they spoke English the way I'm used to, & I never felt shunned because of how different I was to everyone else. But everyone was nice to me, don't get me wrong. I just really felt isolated & weird. Maybe "exotic," as my then-classmates in my World Relations class-now Certificate of Science holder (& elective review teacher) would say, but it still felt disarming & I horribly wanted to go back home, especially when it snowed in Jerusalem while I was there & I couldn't go swimming. I wanted to be back for the Rainbow Children Instructor course the following month but I realized I had to prioritize World Relations Instructors before anything else. After that, I can pretty much do anything to follow up on my Masters.

I know I'll be back in Israel & I'll treasure all the memories I've had there with the people (more like, angels) who've been so kind to me. Especially my funbassador, who would explain to me everything kosher, who brought us to Tel Aviv, & who drove me to the train station on the way back to the airport on my last day, after we hung out for a long lunch at Herbert Samuel. She's well-traveled & funny as hell, & loves food as much as I do. She would also clarify the things I picked up here & there from what I've learned about Jewish mysticism, & I love how she's spelled out my name in Hebrew. I've fallen in love with Herzliya, & I can't wait to check out Eilat. I'll never be able to speak or read Hebrew just like that anytime soon, & I'll still have to be mindful of Israeli customs & tradition, but if anything, I'm definitely coming back for the banana mimosas at Benedict & the spectacular coastal view of Cassiopeia.

For now, I've decided to become more serious with Pranayama whenever I can at least every week. I went back to yoga last March, & my private class was so much better than what I had 2 years ago. It wasn't easy, as I'm my heaviest to date & I really don't do anything much, except bike or swim for 20-30 minutes (or iceskate for 45) at least once a week, & walk as much as I can everyday. But it makes a huge difference knowing how to do energy work while working out, & I'm happy I've learned all these alternative healing techniques before coming back to yoga. Otherwise, I would've broken down like the last time. Thank God for my new private teacher, despite his being Aries, haha. I can't wait to do this more often as days progress. I miss being sportier than what I am now, & I intend to not hurt myself while I'm at it.

I'm also in the process of completing my Floralive Abundant Life series for myself (finally down to #3 & #4), to think I started this around my birthday month last year. I'm complementing it with the Door To Change essence & the new For Love formula, & I can't wait for more amazing results. I have to thank the fabulous Biyaya Ni Bathala brand for locally supplying these flower essences for me!



Anyway, I'll cut this short & tell you that my next available reading/healing sessions round will be on April 23rd, Thursday, GMT +8. Maybe I can accommodate a few people later today (April 6th) come sundown. But after that, I'll only be available online starting Wednesday evening. I can't wait for Jupiter to turn finally direct by then, because it's my Jupiter return, after all, & I gotta make the most out of it. If you want to find out what your power dates are, among other things, to help guide you through this month, come sit down with me. I'd love to be of help & I can't wait to share more of my reflections this year! I hope your Easter Sunday was happy!