Saturday, February 23, 2008

on the power of intention (or maybe I’m just deluding myself)

Sometimes I wonder if I’m really meant to be a fortune-teller / life coach / geomancer / public relations specialist when I still want to take pictures, learn the art of serving tea & arranging flowers, make oil paintings, make sushi + sandwiches + pasta + dessert at the very least, write self-help books & poetry, visit Chinese/Japanese temples, learn kendo + tai chi + yoga by heart & teach them in turn, save the world: one panda at a time, get a degree in psychiatry, do my own gift-wrapping, learn more than 4 languages, design gowns, become an extreme sports buff, tote guns, & be a really effective financial analyst LOL. Maybe I could just own a crafts & hobbies store at the end of the day, with all my interests thrown in, & I can opt to stay open for 24 hours or so, with all the fun geeky stuff my space has to offer. I guess I’ll never outgrow my being scatterbrained. I wonder why I’m so bent to express all of that. I wonder who & what I was in my past life. From the looks of this post, it seems that I might have lived more than once, but maybe humans can really be multi-faceted & complex. If I win a million dollars tomorrow, I swear to God I won’t waste time pursuing all of my whims!

On an unrelated note, I’m beginning to regret that I had to install IE7.

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