Friday, May 11, 2018

why I do what I do, 2018 edition

Abbee is a Creativity Cultivation Coach & a Soul Expansion For Serenity & Life Mastery Specialist. She does these by performing & teaching the ThetaHealing® technique to clients, as a certified Medical Intuitive & Instructor. She also applies other healing modalities such as the Millennium Method© (as one of the very first certified Master Practitioners in the Philippines) & Sacred Soul Alignment™ (currently working to be a certified Advanced Practitioner after a year) to help clear limiting beliefs & stagnant energies for an exponential transformation experience every time. Her signature #TranscendenceThroughTarot & #EnlightenmentMadeEasy coaching has what made her brand S.P. Lovecraft Productions renowned since its inception in April 2005. She aims to be practical & drama-free with her approach, to make metaphysics more understandable, relevant, & useful in our daily lives. She is currently launching her #SatoriWithAbbee sub-brand & sub-modality, encouraging phenomenal soul awakening, re-alignment, & ascension in her clients. Success here on Earth can made much easier & possible once we strengthen our spirituality, or so she believes. A city girl at heart, with love for pretty gardens & beaches & crystals & Oriental shrines, she operates within the Makati CBD.  


Stay tuned for my revised life coaching packages!

& check out my classes in The Daily Aah website by my wonderful fellow ThetaHealing Medical Intuitive Ishilta:

https://www.thedailyaah.com/events/ 

& here are my schedules for the rest of this month! (Session times change monthly!)

https://calendly.com/sp-lovecraft/full-personal-session/

Kindly set your desired appointment time & then settle your payment at least a day in advance! For payment information, that will be given as soon as you finalize your appointment time. Your information is kept private & safe, never sold to third parties. Thank you so much! Love & light to you!

Monday, April 03, 2017

making this my best year yet



Hello again, everyone!

How do you like my new logo?

That's just the start of a whole slew of new things to come, & I can't wait for my long-overdue blog redesign!

My brand is light, feminine, fresh, perfect for springtime, but definitely hard-hitting & on point when it comes to getting answers & solutions; because clarity, empowerment, & success is what I'm here for to help achieve.  

It's been 12 long years since this brand started, during my 10th high school reunion, but it never really got a name until 14 months later. About time I do something about this!

I've just been really busy!

I'm just scheduling certification classes (learn #ThetaHealing from me! 1:1 classes are available!), a monthly healing workshop (the latest is on April 29th, 4pm-7pm, in Salcedo Village, Makati, with limited seating), & private 1:1 sessions (I'm available this Tuesday, April 4th, 5pm onwards; then Thursday, April 6th, 7pm onwards). & of course, visualizing how to get this show on the road, while decluttering my home big time, & going through personal assistants like crazy. 

My new PA is Catherine Orbeta, so don't be alarmed if she texts you in my place to confirm your appointments.

 So I have IG & my official Facebook Page, yes?

Should you wish to PM me, please do so on my Facebook Page.
Please expect a response usually after lunch, like 2pm.
I also give free Tarot readings there every time the Moon is either Full or New, or if there's a holiday, at the very least.
Make sure to Like my Page before posting your question for your free reading.

I still have my cellphone number, btw, but it's best to Viber me on that number for a quicker response.

& be sure to send me your email address so I can send you my online scheduler.

I've raised my rates so please PM me for details. 
& no, I don't offer run-of-the-mill intuitive readings.
My services are for serious takers, who are in need of dire life coaching & emotional x spiritual relief. 

I'm still very much alive. Watch out for more changes! :P

Enjoy S/S '17!

Friday, December 09, 2016

counting down to 2017

2016 was a weird, wild ride; I almost didn't make it through.

But thank heavens that a lot of people helped me out, & I've learned so much while teaching my first few Dig Deeper certification classes starting last summer. My classes were fun & intense at the same time. I've found a new coworking space as a result of wanting to make my classes & workshops more conducive to learning protocol & collaboration. I also aim to get more writing done, anyway, without having to endure being in noisy, distracting cafes. I've changed so much in the last 2 years... or even in the past few months. I hardly recognize myself anymore, but I'm also happy to gain some of my old attributes back, if that ever makes sense. 

I've actually been giving a day-long trial pass as I post this, & it feels, uhm, a bit weird to be in an office setup again, but I think it'll be good for my psyche, even if I should really be retreating more & going with the flow, as per my personal astrological transits. 

Speaking of personal astrological transits, there's a huge chunk of planetary activity in my 3rd House of Communication (both Sun & Saturn in Sagittarius; Mercury in Capricorn), so I guess I'm really meant to do this today. Like, go getcho werq done, Abbee, & remember there's a vast world out there. With Venus in Aquarius along with *gasp* Pluto in Capricorn in my 4th House of Home, I'm taking a break from my humble space & finding another spot to be myself in. Then with Mars in Aquarius swirling in with Neptune in Pisces in my 5th House of Fun & Creativity, highlighting my need for new things to try & an onslaught of art to bombard my senses with, I'm getting SO MUCH WRITING DONE. Or not. I feel a bit scatterbrained, way too idealistic, overwhelmed. But it's a great feeling to feel all this & have my silly chart approximations validate what's happening to me. This is why I love modern Western astrology & why I incorporate it in my sessions. I'll have stand-alone sessions for that soon, but for now, I'm using it sparingly, because I'm still working on shifting my forecasts & perceived outcomes with my new energy healing modalities. 

Anyway, more on my personal astrological transits, there's all this Aries energy in my 7th House of Relationships today, no thanks to the current Moon & Uranus, which amplifies my natal Moon-Uranus trine & my Aquarius Rising streak. & my rather horrible temper. I've had my day start on a not-so-peachy style, but I think I'm feeling better. I have 4-5 more hours of getting my virtual blather done, & if my Aries friend Mika shows up for the 3rd time this week today, then that proves my astrology right. If there's anything I need right now, it's a sounding board (& maybe more coffee). 

I'm learning that I'm the most iconoclastic worker in the space at the moment, btw. 
SIGH.

Since we're on that subject, let me just remind you all that I'm still working on my major revamp overall. My blog has been 10 years in existence technically, & I think it's time to grow up & move on. Let's see if I get breakthroughs today, through Belief Work, first & foremost.
I'm tuned in to this awesome deep house track to help put me in the zone:


BTW, if anyone's on Instagram, I've synced my IG into my Facebook Page. Let me know how my crazy antics are appealing to you (or appalling, whatever applies, hehe, please NOT). 

I think I will sign up today here & take up space. 

So what else is up with me?

1) I'm taking a dreamcatcher-making class this month, because dreamcatchers do make me happy & I could use more grounding in my life through arts & crafts. Maybe select clients will be lucky to get some of my uh, creations as gifts this holiday season! 

2) I'm preparing for my first ever Winter Solstice Soiree facilitation (a follow-up to our pioneering powerful New Moon in Sagittarius Soiree with Rosan Cruz). Enjoy quick  ThetaHealing® & Kundalini Yoga meditations & "downloads" & music, as well as Tarot readings & Millennium Method clearing & boy, am I getting a kick out of gong baths lately. If all goes well, we'll hold it on December 21st. 

3) I've missed out on my first Thanksgiving x Friendsgiving dinner with my homies & I feel a bit horrible about taking a break from going out & supporting their gigs because, uh, #werq, but if it means I'm getting to do more #SelfCare (there was an actual class I completed a couple of months ago via the Millennium Method, haha), then so be it. I've got #FOMO like hell but I really need to be here for moi, for now. 
  
4) I'm planning to teach my next few courses starting January 14th next year. But I'm open to teach at least 2 classes before & after Christmas / before New Year's Eve, so yes, let me know!  

5) I'm obsessed with having everything reorganized before Mercury stations Rx. 

6) I've been sleeping very early, too. Not by choice, it's just how it is lately. But I'll still have appointments usually done after lunch. At least if I'm not buried in my paperwork, especially while I'm out "coworking," hehe, WTH. 

7) Will announce limited holiday specials! This is to really usher in the changes I've had all set up since April this year. My new Terms & Conditions will take full effect once 2017 rings in. 

8) For now, please contact me via Viber at my published number, so I can respond to you more quickly.


Excuse me while I get the rest of my life in order, so I'd be of much better service to all of you.

P.S. I refuse to be called a "fortune-teller;" ("FT") rather, have me as your "fate-changer." But for those of you who found your way here because you think I'm that, I'll still take it easy on you, yay.


Friday, March 25, 2016

o, hai, 2016! (part 2 -- planetary bonanza aftermath)

I'm back.

But maybe not for long again.

Tonight is a somber time: Good Friday transitioning into Black Saturday.

It's nice to have a bit of peace & quiet in the city at this time of the year, but a lot of establishments will reopen by tomorrow, just before noon. You oughta be chilling at this point! ;)

I'm trying to get a bit of work done while enjoying the waning Libra Moon, but I really need to relax more.

Anyway, I just have a few announcements, as I'm already applying a lot of changes since my last post:

1) As of April 1, 2016; my rates for 1:1 ThetaHealing® classes will increase considerably, as my 1:1 private session prices have already changed as well. Packaged rates are still available. Prepaid sessions are highly advised.

2) Free reading & healing requests will only be entertained via my Facebook Page promo posts from now on.

3) Waivers will be signed before a private reading/healing session. An assessment questionnaire must be filled up before a session starts, for new clients. Confirmation of a session must be done again online. Failure to show up will forfeit the session time & payment. Again, prepaid sessions will be requested more in the next few months.

4) Repeated absences resulting to non-completion of courses = non-certification will be subject to a completion fee, especially if reason for absence / delay was not fatal in the first place.  

My sessions don't involve mere fortune-telling anymore, please be advised. What I offer is only for the more serious seeker of answers, who would require emotional healing, who would want actual life coaching. Though I would still be redirecting to the proper authorities for any other financial, medical, legal concerns; I will always do my best to help out.

I'm more comfortable being called a "psychic" & a "healer" now, because that's what a ThetaHealer® is at the end of the day, basically, but I'm not here for your flimsy entertainment. & if you only want to hear the answers you want to hear without working to get your desired outcome & being accountable for your thoughts & actions, then it's best that you consult someone else.

To know more about what I offer, you can ask away via the "Contact Me!" section of this blog.

I'm also still selling limited editions of this 3-part ThetaHealing® meditation CD I got overseas, aside from a few ThetaHealing® books not included in my Basic & Advanced DNA2 class enrollments.

More to follow. But for now, let me leave you with this link chock-full of Spring-worthy affirmations from Louise Hay.

Thursday, March 10, 2016

o, hai, 2016! (part 1... whoops)

Hello. Happy New Year! Happy New Moon Solar Eclipse week! Haha. Pretty soon, it'd be happy Spring Equinox! I know I've been gone for so long, gomen nasai, & I got caught up with certifying people after promoting so much what I've been doing ever since my last post here. Thankfully, I've certified 10 Basic ThetaHealing® Practitioners, 4 Advanced, & 2 out of the whoe roster have successfully completed the Manifesting & Abundance course. Everybody else got loaded with awesome progress right after the Basic class! I'm so happy for that. & I'm also preparing to teach Dig Deeper, the newest ThetaHealing® elective & new pre-requisite for World Relations, which really opened me up to the modality & my overall spirituality. I took that in Japan last year, & it was amazing to be there in Tokyo, where it so felt like Home. Anyway, I can't wait to pool in my first class for that, which will be super-fun, especially with all the new things I have to share since my DNA3 Practitioner certification last November 2015 (which led to my launching of my new sub-brand Soul Re-Alignment With Abbee) & Soul Mate Practitioner course 2nd review! I also ended up getting attuned at the last minute as a new Divine Alchemy Healing Practitioner during the last Sunday of February this year. Yowza. So it's said that DAH Practitioners are pretty much Reiki masters, too, once attuned. Oh, wow. Thanks so much, Rei!

(Btw, DAH has 2 Monday meditation gatherings along BGC, & their weekly Thursday evening meditations along the outskirts of the Makati CBD. You are most welcome to attend, & the suggested energy exchange rate is only 300php.) 
But while I'm preparing to teach again, a new Basic ThetaHealing® class this weekend, starting Friday, March 11th, from 2pm-8pm (9pm the latest, but lessee...) until Sunday, March 13th; I'm taking a short break, for my Inner Child (with whom I've been reacquainted so much ever since coming back from my trip to Tokyo last year), & She needs me. But if anyone's interested to join, I can accommodate up to 3-4 people more! Reviewers welcome, of course! 
Anyway, here's a blog post (for now) I found by Amy B. Scher, author of the new How to Heal Yourself When No One Else Can. This is dedicated to my Inner Child, & to all my new students who are still fumbling to put their new ThetaHealing® experiences to practice. Self-healing is wonderful, but here's a wonderful guide on how to do it, & I honestly want everyone to take it easy while starting out!

I'll come back in a bit to explain further what I'm up to, especially regarding my upcoming class, & my new rates as well as new schedule. For now, hit me up! Visit me on Facebook & PM me! Or participate in my FREE QUICK ONLINE TAROT READING sprees there! I've a new one coming up in a bit, in honor of this week's New Moon. I'm giving them away every New Moon or Full Moon now, & when a (Philippine) holiday comes up. Or whenever else my mood strikes. So stay tuned! (Especially when you're a prospective client, referred here by this particular online forum! Get a quick reading before seeing me! Yeah? & as a special thanks to people who've referred me via FN, you get a surprise on your next visit!)

Enjoy, & read carefully this guide from Amy B. Scher! ^_^;
  
Do you know self-healing is the most powerful kind of healing? Self-healing sends signals to our body that we have power over our own bodies and lives. Our bodies are designed to heal themselves and when we connect with that primal ability, all kinds of awesome things can happen. My life (and health!) completely changed when I started depending less on doctors and practitioners and more on me.
Here are my 5 secrets of self-healing.
  1. Find What Resonates with You
    When I was first learning about healing, I read countless books and eventually did several professional training programs to conquer the subject of energy therapy. It becomes very easy to get caught up in what others say about different techniques and modalities. But really, that doesn’t matter. Working with techniques that you are drawn to will have the biggest positive impact on you. When you feel a pull toward something, that’s a little something called your intuition trying to lead you right to where you need to go. Hearing what’s been the best for someone else might give you ideas to explore, but if you get too attached to the path of another, it can detract from your own healing.
    Your healing path will be a unique one, so don’t feel obligated to read every book and learn every modality; just jump in and try what resonates with you. It’s okay to leave all the rest behind. By focusing your energy toward something that feels good to you, you will find also what also works best for you.
  2. Don’t Overdo It
    Although healing miracles abound, healing is not always a super-fast process. Just because you know a new technique doesn’t mean you should use it all day long (even though I totally know the temptation). There really is “too much” of a good thing. With energy work, there is often a “processing” that happens as that energy moves out of our field, and until that happens, we might not feel the full shift or improvement. Putting your body under the stress of doing more and more can be counter-effective.
    I can’t say enough for giving your body time and space to allow the healing process to happen. Otherwise, you will only create stress on your body—and that’s not the result you are aiming for, right?
  3. Use Your Intuition
    I learned this early on, and it’s priceless. When learning techniques, there will always be explicit instructions. That’s because that’s the only way these things can be taught. However, using your own intuition to alter and revise techniques can make them even more beneficial for you. You may be called to perform a technique in a slightly different way. That’s likely because your mind or body knows that it might work for you better that way. The types of deviations I used in my own healing include things like using my right hand instead of my left hand, holding a pose or technique longer or shorter than stipulated, skipping a certain part of an exercise, and more. All of these things are okay and you should give yourself permission to do them. You might just end up creating something new that way!
    I don’t think there is a single technique I use with myself or my clients that’s exactly how it was taught to me, and I really believe my personal twists make it that much more effective.
  4. Don’t Try to Fix Everyone
    Once we figure out we actually do have the power to heal ourselves, we often feel the pressure to want to fix everyone. You might even feel a heavy sense of responsibility to help your loved ones. Sharing what you know with others is awesome, but taking on a whole new job is not a good idea. This is very stressful to your body, especially if you’re not well yourself. If you are still struggling with emotional or physical imbalances, you might resonate too much with other people’s imbalances, which can exacerbate your own. I’ve heard this phenomenon over and over again from practitioners who are suffering from chronic illness: energetically, they match right up with their clients and start picking up on their symptoms. Energy follows a flow, and you need someone to come in with strong stable energy to really raise the vibration. If two people are of a low vibration, it’s not the optimal healing environment for either of you.
  5. Ask for Help When You’re Stuck
    There is a good reason to ask for help when you’re stuck, and it’s not because self-healing doesn’t work. It’s simply because a professional has seen hundreds of clients and you’ve only had experience with … well, you. Practitioners who do this all day long have seen patterns and different issues emerge, which gives us an advantage—we can often quickly see what you can’t. Not only that, but this is the best way to learn. I learned so much through my own instructor. I was able to see how she unraveled issues, what she did when we got stuck, and hear lots of stories that resonated with me, which gave me new ideas for my own healing.
Now that you know these five secrets, put them into practice. Start seeing what you feel called to, learn it (but put your twist on it), and focus on allowing your mind-body to do the rest. Happy healing!

Monday, April 06, 2015

look what the Easter Bunny dragged in

I had a most eventful year since my last post, in the sense that I've unbelievably cried so much about so many things, & felt like I was at a total loss. As usual, I don't know exactly where to begin, but I'm glad to say that I've achieved much since February this year.

Right now, I'm happy to say that I'm already a certified Basic & Advanced DNA2 Instructor. That means, if anybody wants to take ThetaHealing® courses, they can do it with me. I'll be offering my very first Basic DNA2 class starting May 15, & I'll only be taking in up to 6 students at the most per batch. I have 4 more slots open, so if you're interested, you can email me here. I'll also be offering Manifesting & Abundance after that time, so this program should be wonderful to learn. 

I understand the need for one-on-one coaching, so these classes can be availed as that, but those who get certified in this fashion will have to attend regular practice sessions with my other groups.

It was a crazy journey I had to go through all the way to Israel for the Instructor courses, & I've no regrets. I was forced to clear a lot of my other insecurities on the way to Tel Aviv from Bangkok, & I was so exhausted, but the Creator of All That Is did not forsake me. I met a few friends & it was so wonderful to finally meet Vianna & her husband/VP Guy, who gave me her astrological information when I had to confirm what her Moon sign is. I love it how she talks about astrology in class, being a proud Capricorn & Scorpio Rising that she was, & I've felt so validated with my love for astrology. "Ahhh, astrologists saved my life," she says, &, "Ooh, Aquarius Rising, no wonder you're all about looking into the future," when I had to share with her my Ascendant, haha. If only we had more time to talk. Maybe someday, once I'm ready for my ThetaHealing® Masters. For now, I have to focus on making the technique work so much more for me, as I deepen my relationship with the Universe & myself (which is so much harder than it sounds). But one thing's for sure, when I got there, I realized I was already quite an advanced student, yay, & ended up being an advanced teacher in our class demos. I ended up "teaching" the basics again of Digging & Belief Work, & how to do Feeling Downloads properly, which surprisingly helped a lot of my classmates (now co-teachers) back then. That made me happy, as my practice back here in Manila helped so much, then, but that also made me feel a bit miserable. Being the only Filipina in class, who spoke English more fluently than everybody else (which is understandable, because everybody else was either Hebrew, Spanish, Romanian, Russian, Japanese, or Turkish), who was in denial of the winter season (& refused to layer up), & who didn't even feel like she was Filipina enough (& I was matched with a Japanese woman friend who also didn't feel like being Japanese, as she studied in London & now Adelaide), it was jarring for me to be there. I would only be consoled when I'd meet Jewish New Yorkers staying in my hotel, or pretty young Russian immigrants manning the boutiques of clothes I'd find myself in, because they spoke English the way I'm used to, & I never felt shunned because of how different I was to everyone else. But everyone was nice to me, don't get me wrong. I just really felt isolated & weird. Maybe "exotic," as my then-classmates in my World Relations class-now Certificate of Science holder (& elective review teacher) would say, but it still felt disarming & I horribly wanted to go back home, especially when it snowed in Jerusalem while I was there & I couldn't go swimming. I wanted to be back for the Rainbow Children Instructor course the following month but I realized I had to prioritize World Relations Instructors before anything else. After that, I can pretty much do anything to follow up on my Masters.

I know I'll be back in Israel & I'll treasure all the memories I've had there with the people (more like, angels) who've been so kind to me. Especially my funbassador, who would explain to me everything kosher, who brought us to Tel Aviv, & who drove me to the train station on the way back to the airport on my last day, after we hung out for a long lunch at Herbert Samuel. She's well-traveled & funny as hell, & loves food as much as I do. She would also clarify the things I picked up here & there from what I've learned about Jewish mysticism, & I love how she's spelled out my name in Hebrew. I've fallen in love with Herzliya, & I can't wait to check out Eilat. I'll never be able to speak or read Hebrew just like that anytime soon, & I'll still have to be mindful of Israeli customs & tradition, but if anything, I'm definitely coming back for the banana mimosas at Benedict & the spectacular coastal view of Cassiopeia.

For now, I've decided to become more serious with Pranayama whenever I can at least every week. I went back to yoga last March, & my private class was so much better than what I had 2 years ago. It wasn't easy, as I'm my heaviest to date & I really don't do anything much, except bike or swim for 20-30 minutes (or iceskate for 45) at least once a week, & walk as much as I can everyday. But it makes a huge difference knowing how to do energy work while working out, & I'm happy I've learned all these alternative healing techniques before coming back to yoga. Otherwise, I would've broken down like the last time. Thank God for my new private teacher, despite his being Aries, haha. I can't wait to do this more often as days progress. I miss being sportier than what I am now, & I intend to not hurt myself while I'm at it.

I'm also in the process of completing my Floralive Abundant Life series for myself (finally down to #3 & #4), to think I started this around my birthday month last year. I'm complementing it with the Door To Change essence & the new For Love formula, & I can't wait for more amazing results. I have to thank the fabulous Biyaya Ni Bathala brand for locally supplying these flower essences for me!



Anyway, I'll cut this short & tell you that my next available reading/healing sessions round will be on April 23rd, Thursday, GMT +8. Maybe I can accommodate a few people later today (April 6th) come sundown. But after that, I'll only be available online starting Wednesday evening. I can't wait for Jupiter to turn finally direct by then, because it's my Jupiter return, after all, & I gotta make the most out of it. If you want to find out what your power dates are, among other things, to help guide you through this month, come sit down with me. I'd love to be of help & I can't wait to share more of my reflections this year! I hope your Easter Sunday was happy!

Tuesday, January 27, 2015

a day in the life of this New Age Grrl begins

Today is the last week (& Tuesday) of the first month of the New Year, & we're smack-dab in the middle of a Mercury retrograde (transiting my Ascendant, no less) & a Jupiter retrograde (no wonder my Jupiter return doesn't feel so breezy). But I'm going to be updating, nevertheless, so hello again, everybody. The Moon is in Taurus again now, which I love, so that makes me productive & relaxed at the same time, just before I get more emo & domesticated before it slips into Gemini then finally into my Lunar sign Cancer. I'll be dealing with a lot of home-related matters this weekend until before the first weekend of next month, which means I won't be available for face-to-face sessions until February 7th, 3pm-8pm (for select clients only).

A lot of things has truly changed with me. Today actually marks the last day of my Basic DNA2 class 2 years ago, when I have discovered ThetaHealing®, & I'm still making use of it in my life. It isn't easy changing so rapidly, & I had to employ other methods to help stabilize me: Reiki, Bowen therapy, flower essences (both Bach & FlorAlive), & Millennium Method™ (which I've managed to complete in less than a year last year, & it was a most costly but important personal journey... no regrets). Right now, I only swear by ThetaHealing®, Sacred Activations (founded by a ThetaHealing® Certificate of Science holder), Millennium Method, flower essences, & Reiki. I only practise ThetaHealing® & Millennium Method for now, along with my Tarot readings, & I'm happy with the results these have given me & my clients. Especially my clients. Like my Client of the Year for 2014 just got engaged on NYE, & I have a budding teenage ThetaHealer® client who's sworn to help heal her family & friends drastically, while at the same time who's meant to really be in the limelight as a young beauty queen + global ambassador. I'm so proud. I love breakthroughs.

I'm happy for all my clients who've shifted in one way or another 
— manifesting a better car than what they've expected, gained more money, landed a better job, traveled when they hardly believed they actually could (& so much more), snagged bigger commissions, gained more confidence for school/work, glowed in better health (especially after reporting to be sleeping so much more soundly), acquired more energy to do the things they love, & finally becoming more in touch with their spirituality (one my best news in my book). Little miracles in the physical health department happened, too, especially remotely — like my client who healed from chickenpox; then another client who healed from some weird inexplicable water retention which targeted her joints, but after my working on her, it was gone the next day, much to her doctors' surprise; then another finally off his braces & PTSD & the rest of his pubescent problems; & a client who got physically 'assaulted' but she recovered IMMEDIATELY after one session; & even my brother who fell off while skating, whose pain (thankfully, only that, nothing else) went away quickly (but as a doting older sister, I had to follow it up with some organic cooling leg & foot gel). 

I already knew I had to be a healer in one way or another (actually, dreaded) when I had to monitor his eventual heart (after looking through his chakras) while he was being rushed from one hospital to another for poisoning a few years back, on our Mars return, just after our birthday month. (He's a Virgo, though, Pisces Rising — while you all should know I'm a Libra, Aquarius Rising.) I thank the Creator that he's okay, but we still have a long way to go. 

Actually, I really was having a huge issue about other clients calling me a "healer" because I had a friend-turned-client-turned-colleague who asked me about her own healer journey, & I'm honored to be part of that, as she healed me, too, at first with Reiki. I mean, my point was, ME? Seriously? But here we are. I did obsess about health even if I was only 6 years old with all the medical books lying around the house & my more-frequent-than-normal trips to the infirmary & all the vaccinations I got subjected to (& I still fucking hate syringes!) I do have medical practitioners in my (estranged) family (e.g., an actual oncologist, a pharmacist, a bunch of nurses). & I still have posts lying around here about my Saturn return in finicky, obsessive Virgo describing how I juggled to get balanced in that department. & I did handle so many crazy health readings via Tarot alone. I even would catch myself telling my doctor or nurse clients mid-reading that, "Wait, I'm not a doctor, so I shouldn't be telling you (insert either a diagnosis or a suggested prescription here), but you can see that this particular case makes sense, yes?" WTH, right? Again, alternative healing methods are just complementary to what we have per traditional medicine. & you should still consult your doctor(s) to track your progress.

I only get Reiki & Sacred Activations from other practitioners. You can ask me about them in private. Actually, I'm posting more now here to be able to feature them soon. But for now I'm learning to hone my present Tools to use on myself, & I'm happy to grow more trust in the Source-Of-All-That-Is as I do it. I fully acknowledge that I can't do it alone, but that doesn't mean I'm going to be lax & let others do all the work (unless it's clearing my space via a housekeeper or a professional organizer, whoops). Healing is a lovely process, & it's a dynamic two-way street. At least now I'm safe to let go, after much discernment.

I still want to be able to talk more about my personal life as I update more here, as part of my healing journey. You'll read more about my silly whims, & more of the reasons why I need to undergo healing myself. Right now I'm just too happy to be more Awakened & Integrated. Perfect timing, astrologically-speaking, honestly, & I can't wait to live my life the way I really want it to, while inspiring more young people (inadvertently, more like, haha) to do the same.

To summarize what else I do aside from give Tarot readings (with my usual astrology & feng shui advice), for your reference:

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ThetaHealing®
a) World Relations (May 2014)
b) Family Ties (Jan 2014)
c) Soul Mate (Dec 2013 - reviewed in Nov 2014)
d) Game of Life (Jul 2013)
e) Plant Communication (LOL) - (Mar 2014) 
f) RHYTHM (Mar 2013)
g) Intuitive Anatomy (Apr 2013)

**UPDATE!**
h) Basic DNA2 Instructors (Feb 2015) - Herzliya, Israel
i) Advanced DNA2 Instructors (Feb 2015) - Herzliya, Israel
j) Manifesting & Abundance Instructors (May 2015) - Tokyo, Japan
k) Dig Deeper Practitioners (Apr 2015) - Tokyo, Japan
l) Dig Deeper Instructors (Apr 2015) - Tokyo, Japan
m) Think What You Think (Apr 2015) - Tokyo, Japan
n) DNA3 (Nov 2015) - BGC, Philippines

-Crystal Layout Past-Life Regression
a) Basic - Remote Viewing (Sep 2013)
b) Advanced - Soul Travel (Dec 2013) 


-Millennium Method™
a) Relationships module (Mar 2014)
b) Kids module (Mar 2014)
c) Biotoxins (Mar 2014)
d) Empowerment (May 2014) - Wan Chai, Hong Kong 
e) Medical Intuitive (May 2014)
f) Module 1 - Physical (Oct 2014)
g) Module 2 - Esoteric (Oct 2014)
h) Module 3 - Psychoemotional (Oct 2014)
i) Module 4 - Mastery (Oct 2014)


To celebrate, I will be giving specials to people who've stumbled upon this blog via this list that people I keep mentioning about, also to those who've Liked my Facebook page, & you get more specials if you become a regular, especially when you become my next Client of The Year. 2015 is a pivotal time, why not take advantage of it? :D (My silly declaration / TY gift is valid only until February 9, 2015, 9pm, GMT+8; which should be my parents' would've-been-42nd anniversary, btw.)

I would love to talk about each & every class I took in detail, but I'll take it easy on you today. For now, what I can say is, my most favorite class would be World Relations, because that just blew me away...  


& to end this post, for now, here's what my most stubborn client in the last 2-something years has just told me, "I'm able to trust myself more now, thanks to you."


I *am* floored. I'm happy to be able to trust myself more now, too. ♥ ♥ ♥ 

#adayinthelifeofthisNewAgeGrrl 

(updated on May 21, 2015; 3:06 AM, GMT +8)

Sunday, June 01, 2014

what I aim to proclaim (& finally do) everyday from now on


10 Affirmations to Enhance Your Health

These affirmations have been helping me a lot ever since I became a ThetaHealer®.

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1. My immune system is working 100% well.

2. I feel energized, like I can get up and do anything and everything. This feels very wonderful.

3. My chakras are balanced and harmonized. I am always breathing deeply. My body is always detoxing properly.

4. I am exercising properly and found something that I really enjoy. I choose nutritious food to nourish my body. I feel incredible and am so happy to be alive. I have so much vitality. My health is amazing.
5. I am calm and at ease. My body is perfectly comfortable and my mind is always relaxed. I always feel great and have nothing to worry about. I fear nothing. I feel peaceful and my body reflects that.
6. I can do anything! My body is strong! My mind is strong! My outlook is positive.
I am prospering and in good health. All systems in my body work perfectly.
7. All cells vibrate with love and light. I let go of the past, and easily move forward.
I am healthy, strong, and surrounded by love.
8. My health is an inspiration to many. I am enjoying life. I am living a long, love-filled life.
9. Life is fantastic.
10. I live in a healthy environment, free of stress, and abundant in loving relationships.
I love life. I am enlightened & respected.

From OM Times (slightly edited).

Tuesday, December 10, 2013

back in the game

Today is the second Monday of the last month of the year, just a couple of hours before another day unfolds, hehe. Hello again, everyone.

I have been gone for so long. Didn't realize 2013 would be this insanely busy. But this has been a most healing year for me, & believe me, I've tried to rush through it, but I've learned it's better to pace myself; to allow my body, mind, heart, & soul to recover.

I've met a lot of delightful new clients this year, for starters. I play favorites, even if that doesn't sound so savory, depending on their willingness to cooperate, their eagerness to learn, their generosity, their intelligence, even. Especially intelligence. I've always worked with strong personalities. I love it when they're most wonderful company. They inspire me to strive better, to aim for accuracy in my readings & healing sessions everytime, to become larger than life (not physique-wise, please, of course, haha). If they keep coming back (though again, I do NOT encourage codependency), I look for ways to reward them. & I'm glad to re-announce my humble specials for my regulars.

For every 3 paying referrals within the year, I will give a complimentary 30-minute reading online, either on a birthday or a special holiday (working days such as Valentine's, included). So, yes, the more referrals, the more consultations you get. You get a ThetaHealing® session, too, depending on your needs & preference. Especially when your birthday falls on an actual holiday. 

You also get to have the chance to be my esteemed Client of The Year, where you'll get humble little goodies such as wellness products I personally love (I gave facial GCs, lip balm, body butter, & sanitizers the last time), an astrology book (or two), & yes, complimentary services. Plus you get to be my priority in messaging or calling. I'll definitely throw in more surprises soon. My Client of The Year tradition started 3 years ago. The first ever was the Client of The Year for 2 years running. I still love her to bits. Capricorn Sun, Leo Moon, Libra Rising. 

The second one, from last year, was a young Aquarian, with also a Leo Moon, Sagittarius Rising. She also tried ThetaHealing®for herself, & swears by it, even if she, too, has a long way to go, like I do. She was always thoughtful. I will never forget her because she'd give me super-cool gifts (Kimmidoll keychains, jasmine massage oil, something my favorite bubble bath bar line, remembrances from her Vietnam trip, other accessories) & recommendations. 

Now the bet for this year is a lovely Taurus girl who just survived her first Saturn return. Gemini Moon, Libra Rising. My new meditation series is partly inspired by her. Let's see what happens. 

I also have a young Sagittarian male client whom I always reward after our 6-month-long progress. I already gave him a tiger's eye bracelet (very relevant for his journey), a few free readings with various decks, & extended time. 

& for everyone else who've made referrals to me out of sheer thoughtfulness but haven't made the mark yet for this year's offering from me, will also be remembered. Because I love you guys. Thank you for your trust! There's always my Facebook Page for quick one-card readings that you guys can indulge in, depending on the mechanics du jour, that have churned out pretty accurate readings by themselves, & yes, little random tokens that I hand out whenever least expected. ;)

I do my best to give back, even if sometimes I find myself depleted of anything to give, & I know that I've been always super-generous in every session I have, anyway. As much as possible, I don't withhold answers; I explain things very patiently, ad nauseam; I don't really bill down to the last minute. Though, please understand if I have to charge my rate by the hour, especially when there are people waiting for their turn. 

But seriously, I can't believe how much progress I've made at this point in time, until I meet clients again whom I haven't heard from in a year or so. It makes me think how painstaking my ThetaHealing® classes were. They're just as surprised as I am with how "far" I've gone in this journey. So far I've received certification for Game of Life (pretty much life-coaching, for spiritual people such as myself to become more grounded & succeed in temporal life like everyone else can & does), & RHYTHM (weight management, even if I haven't really bust a move on my body yet, hehe). I also took up basic past-life regression via a crystal layout, & I can't wait for the advanced class in 2 weeks. I know people keep asking me about that before, to which I replied, I wouldn't be able to do that just yet, until I'm really sure I can handle it. But tapping into past lives is so much easier now, especially with ThetaHealing®. Jeezus, so trippy. & I have people confirming them past lives I've seen, to boot! 

My life has changed so much because after all my attempts to keep my Tarot practice grounded, to the point of more as an intellectual pursuit, instead of bordering on hoodoo/woo-woo/juju, I've ended up embracing that side of it, even excelling at working with it, even! HAHA. What. But like I always say, only when it is meant to be worked on can I go ahead with it, to paraphrase Paulo Coelho in The Alchemist. & even before I got comfortable with the idea of me being a "healer," some of my clients already declare me being a healer, especially with how I can zoom in on their health via readings with much precision. & how I've been struggling to figure out to heal myself through alternative means. Instead of me being alarmed with all this further, I've decided to explore it, & yay, I'm actually a full-fledged conduit now. I'm just the facilitator, though. Just tapping into the Source of All That Is to allow it to heal others. Just witnessing how it's all happening. Just guiding everyone through the process. & the rest is up to them, whether they wish to really embrace recovery or not.

Just exactly what I do with my Tarot readings. I just witness things unfold. I just facilitate the actual reading, upon the request of the seeker/questioner/querent/client. I just guide them with the best to my knowledge, or with whatever else divinely inspired comes up, how to go through with things in their life at the time of reading. I cannot really impose myself on them. I don't want to, either. 
ThetaHealing® is helping me to become a better reader, & I'm doing my best to incorporate that modality into my readings, & vice versa. I am thankful for my one-stop-shop wellness center for introducing ThetaHealing® & making all this possible. Yay. I missed out on at least a couple of very important courses, though, like Diseases & Disorders as well as DNA3 this year, but there's always next year. & I'm praying I'd get to teach this as well soon. I am expecting that by the end of 2013 I'm more at peace, more energized, more determined, & more abundant with blessings. I'm still really managing how to become so. The process of changing, in line with Pluto in Capricorn & Uranus in Aries (squaring off, even, ugh), is painful but definitely worth it. I can't wait to manifest so much more wonderful experiences, trips, & things, not just Tarot decks. Got a couple of new finds, like the Feng Shui deck by the Connolly duo, & the Celestial deck, which was so much prettier than expected! 

Speaking of one of my clients calling me a healer long before I've realized I could actually be one, her delightful Pisces self (Virgo Rising) has invited me to conduct workshops & sessions in her spa somewhere up North. I will be checking it out tomorrow, & trying out some of her services there, since I'm a spa junkie, anyway, even if I don't look it, hehe. I am happy that this is the case, & I am hoping for other invites. I'll be accommodating, as much as my schedule permits. Right now I'm really swamped with Pluto (& Venus! UGH) issues, transiting my solar 4th House. Home repairs are a doozy & I'm itching to have everything revamped before the holidays, when the next Venus retrograde rolls in. But of course I have to pace myself. Everything's just a bit cumbersome now, as we speak, but my brother, housekeeper, my dog, & I are coping. 

Looks like this post has successfully answered all these questions I found at the last minute somewhere online to help me re-evaluate my 2013:

  • How has your life improved in the last twelve months?
  • What do you do easily now that you once thought was impossible?
  • What have you accomplished this year that you couldn't have accomplished three years ago?
  • What is one outcome you experienced this year that would have been inconceivable before?
  • What are your results this year, compared to your results last year at this time?
So what about you? Do you want help in keeping tabs with your progress? Do you want more progress in life, too? What are your thoughts? If you want help, that's what I'm here for! There are many other avenues of help, though. I will be more than happy to make my own referrals here! & I'm still very grateful to everyone who has helped me along the way, especially this year. I've lost so much & gained so much at the same time. Share away at the tiny comments section, & you might just get a free quick one-card reading from me here! 

Please also stay tuned for my big blog revamp. Can't wait! 


Sunday, May 19, 2013

because I'm tired of saying sorry for my life


ThoughtCatalog.com FTW! My thoughts exactly right here. 


1. Eating the last piece of bacon.


2. Telling someone how you feel.

5. Moving to advance your career.

6. Not returning a text sent past midnight.

7. Knowing the lyrics to Paris Hilton's "Nothing in This World" song.

9. Responding to emails too quickly.

10. Being proactive.

11. Posting articles that make people mad on Facebook.

12. Speaking in a [dopey] French accent when saying French words.

13. Working too much.

14. Going on a date, not paying for it, and not calling back.

15. Openly crushing on people you may never meet.

16. Wanting to make more money, and then doing it.

17. Caring too much.

18. Not having sex as much as people expect or want.

19. Holding people accountable.

20. Yelling when you want to yell.

23. Throwing paint on a canvas and calling it ‘art.’

28. Wanting to love someone, and being scared to tell them.

29. Having brunch on Sunday and then going to bed afterwards.

32. Making a mistake and not learning from it the first time.

33. Still being weird about your parents’ [falling-out].

34. Only getting your news from Twitter. [Or Facebook.] 

35. Being hung-over.

36. Screening your family’s calls and later saying, “I was really busy!”

37. Loving when you want to love, and not loving when you don’t care to.


Saturday, May 11, 2013

What Evolved Women Want

Ooh, fancy that. I just saw this on Facebook, & I totally agree. I could've written this piece myself, but well, Life's got me entangled with other things.
10 Signs He's An Evolved Man
1. He listens to and respects women: A gentleman never refers to ANY woman with defamatory language, because he has class.  
2. He has the courage to ask for help and his ego is under control. He's secure enough to do personal work with the support of those who can help him heal childhood trauma.

3. He is guided by a purpose and sound personal belief system. His decisions are based on a sense that something greater than his individuality exists.

4. He mentors youth because he recognizes the responsibility to share the wisdom of experience. As a father, a coach, a teacher or leader in the community he gives back.

5. His worth is determined by what he does, not what he owns. He looks after his financial responsibilities, but the lives he touches matter more than the buildings or businesses he builds.

6. He challenges himself and constantly seeks opportunities to develop his mind. His goal is not to win, but to grow.

7. Sex isn't something he gets, but the result of the trust and connection his energy creates. He is not led by a 'need', and he doesn't wait to be led. He's absolute class in public and maintains discretion about his ravishing activities in private.

8. He lives without reservation and nothing to hide. His authentic life is enough that the praise about him happens when others are talking, not self-aggrandizement.

9. He looks for ways to make his world bigger, by developing friendships, travel and expanding his circles of influence to include people with different backgrounds and beliefs. 

10. All things flow outward from his purpose. He is guided by a clear sense of who he is and while his vision of what he's here to do may be audacious, it never comes across with arrogance. 

Wunderbar. May we have more evolved gentlemen around.

This reminds me of a new Virgo male client whom I had to really laud for being secure enough to 1) wear pink & still be all macho, haha; 2) move on with his life, even if it means having to really start over; 3) admit he needs help, even to the point of resorting to divination + ThetaHealing®. 

I also want to give 'mad props' to my Scorpio homie whom I've been friends with ever since my birthday weekend last year, for also being openminded enough to try & get healed. I wish him all the best, that he may finally get the direction he so needs.

Quite ironic that I'm posting this on Mother's Day. Then again, maybe all the more timely to do. Happy weekend, everyone. Will throw another one-card special on my Page to celebrate.

In other news, I'm already a certified ThetaHealing® Medical Intuitive, & I still have a long way to go. I really couldn't have done it without my kind classmates who've worked on me in class. Beautiful souls, I swear. Thank you, thank you, thank you, everyone. Good luck to all of us. Will be writing more about my experience in a bit.

Friday, March 22, 2013

making time for QUICK updates

Yay, I'm back! I can't believe this will have to be my very first post here for 2013. Anyway, I'm really swamped with stuff to do that I hardly even have time to fix my room anymore, but I've promised to myself that this Holy Week will be THAT time for it, & thank God I've even found reinforcements (FINALLY!)

I really have to make sure all my Tarot decks & New Age (astrology, feng shui, what-have-you) books are already in order by then, for easier retrieval, among other things. God bless my babies. Thank you, Universe, for letting me have them.

BTW, a dear return client (Virgo Sun, Scorpio Moon & Mars, Libra Rising) actually gave me a copy of my beloved Tarot of The Magical Forest earlier this year, & I really thank her for her generosity. I gave her an Angel Aura quartz bracelet in return, & it looks like she's becoming more spiritual as we speak. I'm really happy for her.

& finally I have a Mage: The Ascension deck in possession, after more than 2 years of getting entranced with it. That was the very first deck that gave me quite an accurate reading, with just 10-11 cards, & I will never forget the 8 of Wands card there, that sharply illustrates how my life is now with  ThetaHealing®. The owner of that deck's last message to me via SMS was, "Remember who you are." I finally replied, "Thank you, I now remember who & what I am," & he said, "Stay Awake." I hope all is well with him, even if we don't really speak to each other anymore, even if I see him around at least twice a month. I am still floored how I got such a rare deck still sealed from a pure, loving source, & I still get pretty amazing results with it. It's still a very dark, scary deck despite how it looks more welcoming now, but I'm really having fun everytime I see the Knight of Swords there (aka the Knight of Dynamism), & I'm reminded of my newfound fascination with Lord Shiva, hehe. It's just funny how me & my fun double Aquarian protege (who also owns this deck & was bewildered to find out I already had my own, haha) were talking about Shiva on a Full Moon (my Lunar return) last December, a month before I received my deck in the mail:

Me: If I have Kali & Shiva as my inner deities, then WHY THE HELL do I still look like this?!
N: Because the Universe loves irony.

WTH. Fine. It sure does. :P

& I really should talk more about  ThetaHealing® in detail, but I'll need more time, energy, & space. For now, let me just tell you that I'm finally a certified Basic DNA2, Advanced DNA2, & even a [R][H][Y][T][H][M] Practitioner, & our Manifesting Abundance module's coming up this weekend. I'm still worrying how I'm going to sign up for Intuitive Anatomy this April, but I should decide by early next week. But I'm happy how FINALLY my uh, healing capabilities are FULLY validated, &  ThetaHealing® makes my readings so much more accurate (& so much more EXHAUSTING, mind you). I'm really overwhelmed with all the friends that I've made; the things I've manifested (like that One Billion Rising movement, for starters, because I'm sick & tired of misogyny) & foreseen (look at the Death card from the RWS deck & you'll know what exactly I saw, among other things in other ways); the new knowledge I'm acquiring (which leads to a whole buncha new books to finish that end up cluttering my space, LOL); & the energy this whole shebang is requiring of me. I've accomplished quite a number of distance healings for friends & clients, & OMG I got fantastic results. I'm still working on my dog, my brother, my surly housekeeper in her late 50's, & MYSELF, but I'm getting there. Should you wish to try it with me, just remember to keep an open mind, & bear with me as we go along. For now I can say it's a very good complement to psychotherapy, but this can do so much more than just that. Like in a friend's case, chickenpox, would you believe? :D It also would take care of my backaches, but I still need to do something about my weird knee pains. (& yes, supplements will still be a huge part of the whole program... don't ditch your traditional medicine just yet!)

My reawakening via  ThetaHealing® can be aptly described by this:


This dazzling piece is called "Blossoming," drawn by one of my favorite local artists + clients Katrina Pallon (Sagittarius Sun, Virgo Moon, Aries Rising, LOL, & I must mention her brooding Mercury in Scorpio & piquant Venus in Aquarius in her 8th House, which would explain that underlying sinister sensuality in most of her works) during her Venus return (yes, post-Ascension, which means it IS a very exciting & potent time for her, ahem) this year. I am hoping to have a replica of her very gorgeous "Oiran in Triangles" later this year, & experience her Tarot-inspired pieces while I'm at it. I was supposed to get that very painting before it was bought by someone else, as a culmination to Saturn transiting my Sun sign Libra (lest you forget), but that period became so difficult that I had to postpone my claiming it indefinitely. Oh, well. It's still funny to think how I met her a couple of years back via her "Crane Wife," & I ran excitedly to her (rather idiotically, actually, holy crap) with The Sun card from my Sacred Rose deck in one hand & the Queen of Cups card from my Chinese deck in the other. Come to think of it, those 2 cards did have a blaring message for her, aside from depict her & her works very accurately. Yay.

Indeed,  ThetaHealing® has left me working with white & pink lotuses like crazy this year, so I'll have my logo redesigned with one or so, to honor my uhm, re-glorified Sacred Feminine (eep).

ThetaHealing® actually helped me survive commemorating my dad's 5th death anniversary last March 11th & my late kid sister's birthday last March 16th. I would've gone completely crazy, but thank God I didn't. I was able to enjoy a few meals out with my brother as a result, especially that complimentary dinner at this new joint paying lovely tribute to native fare with a sweet global twist for our mother's 66th birthday the other night, & we also got to check out an art fair in one of the hippest parks in the metro, which my Painting major late sister would've liked very much. I hope I do well all throughout this month, & until my certification for Intuitive Anatomy (dear God, please help me), & hell, throughout the rest of the year, especially my next Jupiter return (whoopeedoo) until the end of my days (lessee if I finally get to live past at least my 2nd Saturn return!) Last year was crazy, bordering on self-destructive, like you have no idea how. Lessee if this year will be so much more forgiving, considering Saturn is now highlighting my natal 8th-10th Houses, hehe, conjunct my Venus & Mars, jeezus. Remind me to make a yearly forecast for myself again STAT via my Tarot cards.

Anyway, I'll also be celebrating my 8th anniversary for my brand, & with that said, I'm giving away further quick card readings online on my Facebook Page. If you haven't Liked me yet there, please do. Remember, my offer ONLY applies for the time specified, on that post where it would be announced, & for people who actually have subscribed to my Page. I just gave away readings earlier, so I'll be having another round by next week, Holy Week-ish. Probably Black Saturday, who knows? It's usually one of my favorite days of the year. Stay tuned, as I could offer quick readings for up to 13 people in an hour's time. Or even 21 (+8), hehe. Whatever. I like keeping people on their toes, as it's all part of the fun.

If you're still up for Tarot readings face-to-face along the Makati CBD, I'm available next Monday, March 25th, from 11:30am-3:00pm. Email me at sp.lovecraft[at]gmail[dot]com for your schedule. If I decide to take up Intuitive Anatomy right after Easter Sunday, my next schedule should be on Tuesday, April 23rd, 10am-6pm. Let me know, & have patience with me. I have already increased my rates by more than 20% since last year, especially now that I'm doing  ThetaHealing®, so please be advised. (You get more than what you're paying for, anyway, like your astrology explained, one free follow-up answer via email or FB, angel/crystal/color therapy, & feng shui advice!) But I'm working on a loyalty program for return clients, which should include a free 30-minute birthday/holiday (whichever comes first) reading online (via IM) for every 3 paying referrals. I'll keep you all posted, especially those already eligible for the offer. ♥

If you have any questions or comments, let me know here! I want to know who else is reading my posts. If you're brave enough, I can even give you your Tarot card for the day on the spot! :P

For now, let me leave you with an ardent young client's message to me via SMS a few hours ago:

"You're super blessed with your gifts & I'm sure a loooot of people appreciate it." --Anj

Thanks so much! I really hope so! Happy weekend, everyone! Have a very sweet 2013!

Saturday, December 01, 2012

Venus conjunct Saturn, Mars conjunct Pluto

Hello again. I'm back. It's the first day of the last month of the year & I want to make it count, even if I've been busy meeting new people & recovering from fatigue + stress since my last post. It's also my Venus return again, & this has yet to be the best one yet. I fell in love once more & I've never felt more alive deep down, despite feeling quite dead before & during my period. Now that my time of the month is over, I'm still having trouble bouncing back, & I keep forgetting I have sleeping pills at my disposal, but I'm glad I've been able to bond with my brother again after a long month of hardly nothing, except for some fleeting TV moments, while watching my favorite Adventure Time series & this special on Hitler on NatGeo.

I'm also getting a new Tarot deck that has been haunting me for 2 years now, also around the time of my Venus return. I'm actually very happy that I'm getting it from a loving, wise source, considering how dark the deck is, to begin with, especially when I encountered it for the first time, but it gave me such an insightful reading about myself & my future as a New Age grrl. I was supposed to have it earlier last month, but with Mercury going bonkers, I waited patiently for things to simmer down. I'm excited to get a hold of it this month. I'll let you all know what it is. My very first card from it was the 8 of Wands, & it felt wonderful seeing how that depiction was, describing my growth. I also got the Queen of Wands, who looked more like a flower child/hippie singing folk songs probably. You all know I listen to much heavier stuff at the end of the day. & then I got the 5 of Cups, reversed. My life has never been the same ever since. Then after another encounter with the same deck, this time from a different owner, I knew it was meant to be mine, too. I was described as a gorgeous Hierophant who looks more like the High Priestess, & can I just say that the Empress card looks exactly like my inner Venus (in Scorpio), only tamer & more foreboding?

Ever since the last Full Moon in Gemini, which felt more like a dark moon than anything, I've been keeping close to home, more to myself. I miss my new party friends, whom I can just hang out with openly, without being bombarded by astrology, Tarot, or dream interpretation questions, enjoying music & drinks & good food. But I'll be back. & I know I have to see my regular clients before Christmas. I'll try to schedule things for next week. The last Mercury retrograde was actually bad. I had to call off all my appointments & now for the life of me, I can't remember where I actually placed my fucking house keys. & my room's still a glorious mess. & my hair needs urgent TLC. But I'm fine. & I'm still mothering a happy smart female puppy. I have groceries to pick up in a bit, now that I'm temporarily the matriarch of my household. Ugh. I miss the beach sooo bad. But I need to take care of my home just a bit longer, so please bear with me.

Speaking of home, I'm being forced to look after my body all the more now, too. I scored a lot of pretty thingamajigs when Venus was in my sign Libra, but now that Venus is in Scorpio, I'm now on a desperate pricey move to make sure my skin clears (must end this whole blotched-face drama!) & my hair recovers. I'm exploring this whole big mall much closer to home & I daresay I'm enjoying a lot of great finds there, & I'm quite happy. I've even had my toenails repainted red, the only color (aside from black) that looks good on me & makes my feet look clean. People associate red negatively with something else, but I won't care anymore. Deal with it. It feels great to fall in love with myself & with Life all over again. October has been horrible, even early last month, when things were shaken here, no thanks to Saturn in Scorpio, but the last Venus-Saturn conjunct did prove to be magical (& sexy!) for me. I hope by the time my Venus return ends, I'll be really more of who & what I am supposed to be. I just want to lose all the weight I've gained in the last couple of years, but I'll just wait until tomorrow to get started all over again. I want more energy.

I hope all is well with you. If you have any questions about my future Tarot reading schedules within the Makati CBD, please email me at sp.lovecraft[at]gmail[dot]com anyway, so we can have things sorted out. I'd love to hear from you!